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Evolving
Christopher W. Thomas (tristram@erols.com)
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Mon, April 14, 1997 at 10:39AM

As we go on through  

This life we own
Sometimes we do
Find we have shown
Ourselves to be part
Of a much greater whole
As we've expressed art
In words sometimes droll
And at others, we amuse
Some minds with our fuse

Of probing teases
Which do please us
And then we entice
With things nice
And as we evolve
We often solve

The mystery of vacuum
Which provides no tune
As we attempt to share
All we can in our lair
And then see pleasure
Which could've measured
Our souls by its unfolding
And instead, we got scolding

Love which is in tune
Knows there will be moons
Which pass over dark skies
And beam us beyond the lies
To brighten up our hearts
And give us new starts
Of days which can number
Nights when we slumbered

Instead of facing our truth
Which sings out over roofs
Which shelter our pride
As we pen words as we hide
And know deep in our soul
All we've done is to pull

Loneliness away some
By becoming as one
With like souls who
Came with us from blue
And chose to enjoy
Us, and thus employ

Our hearts in feelings
Which sent us reeling
And then as we stretched
Our arms as we fetched
Hollowness from within
We sensed we were tin
Soldiers who marched
In patterns, and parched
From all the hard work
Which we did, so to perk

Us up from our depression
As we did press on and lessen
Feelings which did so enmesh
Us in sorrow, and so pressed

We needed those scenes of light
In order to shun off our blight

And those who love should see
Hearts which so deeply bleed
And give us our full measure
As we partake of little pleasure

Which does not hurt them at all
If only they would see the whole
Picture of great circumstance
Which was filled with instants

Clicked upon shutters
Which provided mutters
Flowed from half-breaths
As life soared, and shed
Inhibitions which held us
In strict poses shelved as

We came so alive
And pain did subside
For moments of delight
As we shared - our right

And now I say I can see
There have been other me's
Who would not have filled
A certain role which tilled

Such a harvest of beauty
As though it'd been duty

But THIS me - did SO enjoy
A weakness which was the boy
Inside of me still raging
As though I were staging

A return to times when
Fun was first opportune
And thought of consequence
Had no limit to expense

And I know now I can stand
And feel proud as I land
Myself in beauteous gardens
As I'm awed - and do harden

And look down at all the wonder
Which has been my pleasure, under
Moves of shared togetherness
Which has eluded me in a mess
Of choices made so complex
I now live under extreme vex
For life which I do traverse
Is convoluted in some perverse
Wanderings of my racing soul
Which never rests as it calls
Out for a true audience
Which understands the sense
Of wonder I feel to be part
Of this stage - which is ART.

- Tristram