"It never once was my desire,

to so upset and raise such ire.



And never else was my intent, 

to cause such anger to be vent.



But then again no way did I,

say words of love nor wonder why,



My simple hand of friendship lent,

would lead to thoughts I never meant,



To have you think I'd say and do,

those things that add to "I love you".



I wish you well, true, all that's best,

still I can not endure your "test",



Of what I hoped was friendship true,

yet so much less than "love" for you.



Still, I would say you've much to give,

Someone in whose Heart you shall live,



As Hero, Saint and Friend so true,

when once She utters, "I love you" "



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CW,

Be well and thrive. 

 But no, I never was "betrothed" to you, you and 

I were never going to be married, your "memories"

are sadly flecked with unreality, and while

I wish you health and happiness, I can do 

no more. Take care......Of YOU. 

 I feel it would be best if you not try to contact 

me again. I do so hope that in your anger and hurt

you will not decide to do harmful things that 

would only prove to be wasteful and sad. Believing

as you do that I have "betrayed" you in my love for 

another, please for your sake as well as that of 

simple decency, do not lower yourself to such acts of 

"revenge" towards me. Truly, it would be for naught.

 Remember, you and I have never even MET in person, 

in the "Real World". The Internet is NOT "Reality". 

I feel you Must know that as Truth.

 Your "True Love" IS "out there"...... somewhere.

Go......Find Her. And Her You. And Hold Her Forever......

With Best Regards,

JA